Yesteryear
€17.50THE SUNDAY TIMES NUMBER ONE BESTSELLER ‘EVERYONE WILL BE TALKING ABOUT THIS BOOK’ – BELLA MACKIE ‘NIGHTMARISH, SHOCKING, BRILLIANT’ – STYLIST ‘MADDENING, MESMERISING, INGENIOUS’ – NEW YORK TIMES ‘INTELLIGENT, INCISIVE, INSANELY READABLE’ – JENNIE GODFREY ‘DERANGED, DARING, CLEVERLY WRITTEN’ – VOGUE ‘My name is Natalie Heller Mills, and I was perfect at being alive…’ Natalie lives a traditional lifestyle – and her followers are sick with envy. Her charming farmhouse on her working ranch is artfully cluttered, her husband is a handsome cowboy, her homemade sourdough boules are each more beautiful than the last. So what if there are nannies and producers and industrial-grade ovens behind the scenes? What her followers don’t know won’t hurt them.
Then, one morning, Natalie wakes up in a strange, horrible version of reality. Her home, her husband, her children—they’re all familiar, but something’s off. Is this a hoax? A reality show? A test from God? Natalie knows just two things for sure: this isn’t her perfect life, and she must escape, by any means possible.
















